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[Feb. 18th, 2007|08:51 pm] |
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So once upon a time, i remembered this thing called Live Journal. I sent in a request for my username, cause i had forgotten it. I got it and logged on. I find it funny that my last entry was right before Ryan and I started dating, and over a year later we are still together :) Ok... update time:
- I'm a Senior at EL
- I quit smoking
- I cut my hair short
- I have a husband named Ryan
- I have a few good friends
- I still work at JCP
- I am going to UMO in August
- I'm directing and acting in shows currently
And most importantly, i am currently reflecting. After looking through a folder of pictures of me and my friends and such, i have realized a few things....
1.) I've changed like a BILLION times, and i'm not sure how I feel about. Given, I am a better person now minus the drugs, but i feel like i lost a little bit of my creativity and individuality. And you know, that HURTS a whole BUNCH! But oh well, things come in time, and i least i am aware of it right? That is turn allows for me to work on my issues. So i like being clean and happy and successful, but i need to not forget people, i need to be an individual and I need to cast some spells!! That leads us to...
2.) I miss my magic. So i am going to put more effort in my meditations and energy work. Its like riding a bike, you never forget how, but if you don't do it for a long ass time, you're bound to fall off a few times. So yeah... magic... its in my heart, i just need to open that door back up.
So folks, how ya BEEN?!
I do believe people will be like WTF?! This kid is still alive?!
Heh... but yeah. I'm gonna sleep...
Night <3 |
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